Spazz

I've decided that after my last midterm on Monday, I'm sleeping for a day.

More likely I'll just go crazy and finish coloring that picture of Ruby and Milo. It's adorable, if I do say so myself. *has the lines done*

So... yeah. I don't know if I mentioned this here before or not, but I've been watching True Blood whenever I get a chance to go home and download the episodes, and it is epic crack. And I love Tara. I've only seen through the 5th episode, but I keep hearing that the last one was amazing, and I'm kind of getting excited. *hopes this isn't all for naught*

In other news, my first English teacher (I have 3... OH GOD WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF?) told me he was surprised because, while I never say anything in class, I did really amazing on my midterm. This excites me because 1) I no longer appear stupid to him, so he can keep that frame of reference in mind when he grades my paper and 2) OMG MAYBE HE'LL BE NICE WHEN HE GRADES MY PAPER. \o/

I'm just... very tired over here. I'm back aboard the failboat in regards to keeping up with my flist, but this paper isn't gonna write itself, and these midterms need some semblance of studying for. Also, I suck. *shrug* I'll be back to full-steam random-commenting as soon as I can, I assure you.

Wow, I totally forgot that Pushing Daisies is on tonight. Good thing we have pecan pie for tomorrow; I've been having withdrawal, and that show doesn't help. Also, nuns.

Also also, shame on anyone who has never seen The Sound of Music. I mean, seriously. How do you sleep at night? *pointed shaming glare at tahu and anyone else who happens to never have seen it*

I am not going to die. I am going to be fine.

I can write a paper and study for my PoliSci test in one week. And I can knock out a rough draft for next Wednesday this weekend and move at the same time. I can. I've crammed for tests in shorter amounts of time than this.

I even made myself a schedule! I don't even have to start working on my paper until 7PM tonight!

I'M GOING TO BE FINE. I'M NOT GOING TO DIE.

There's chocolate chip cake and frolicking on Thursday. And I can even tape Pushing Daisies and watch it.

In three months when I have spare time again.

*thud*

Guys, I'm so sorry I haven't been commenting or replying or anything, this past week has been madness and these two days have been hell. *sigh*

I don't get along with my roommate. Well, we get on fine, she just doesn't seem to want to talk to me. Which is making this intensely awkward. I'm hoping something crazy happens that we are forced to bond over, but barring a nuclear apocalypse of some kind, I seriously doubt it's going to happen.

Then my mom calls me this morning to tell me she had to go to the hospital in an ambulance (after waking up with her heart racing, and continuing to do so nonstop) where they told her she had "supraventricular tachycardia", so she'll be fine but I can't help but be a little worried and even more stressed out now, and it's not her fault, but... yeah. I don't even know.

I just don't need all this stress right now. I need to figure out how I'm going to not live on campus next year, I need to figure out how we're going to get our rooms officially switched, and I need to get food and books.

And I haven't eaten yet today, and I have a meal plan, and I can use it, I'm just too shy and have been shot down too many times to ask my roommate if she wants to go with me. So now my crippling social phobias are forbidding me from going out to get food. WHY, CRUEL WORLD.

But it's not all sadness and epic angst. tahu and I are watching random SPN episodes (Shadow may be our new favorite ;D ;D ;D ;D) to drown our sorrows, and I had a blast at the Student Center party with Sabrina last night (she gave me The Prestige for my birthday, which means I got two Christian Bale movies... HOORAY). Oh! We also painted dorky Batman and Joker shirts cause that's our current obsession. :) I am finding random happiness, and making all kinds of plans to not be in this room a lot, and I think it's going to be ok. So yeah. Ok.

Everything will be ok. :)