.......*thud*

[spazz]

Guys, I'm so sorry I haven't been commenting or replying or anything, this past week has been madness and these two days have been hell. *sigh*

I don't get along with my roommate. Well, we get on fine, she just doesn't seem to want to talk to me. Which is making this intensely awkward. I'm hoping something crazy happens that we are forced to bond over, but barring a nuclear apocalypse of some kind, I seriously doubt it's going to happen.

Then my mom calls me this morning to tell me she had to go to the hospital in an ambulance (after waking up with her heart racing, and continuing to do so nonstop) where they told her she had "supraventricular tachycardia", so she'll be fine but I can't help but be a little worried and even more stressed out now, and it's not her fault, but... yeah. I don't even know.

I just don't need all this stress right now. I need to figure out how I'm going to not live on campus next year, I need to figure out how we're going to get our rooms officially switched, and I need to get food and books.

And I haven't eaten yet today, and I have a meal plan, and I can use it, I'm just too shy and have been shot down too many times to ask my roommate if she wants to go with me. So now my crippling social phobias are forbidding me from going out to get food. WHY, CRUEL WORLD.

But it's not all sadness and epic angst. tahu and I are watching random SPN episodes (Shadow may be our new favorite ;D ;D ;D ;D) to drown our sorrows, and I had a blast at the Student Center party with Sabrina last night (she gave me The Prestige for my birthday, which means I got two Christian Bale movies... HOORAY). Oh! We also painted dorky Batman and Joker shirts cause that's our current obsession. :) I am finding random happiness, and making all kinds of plans to not be in this room a lot, and I think it's going to be ok. So yeah. Ok.

Everything will be ok. :)

Comments

[gembat.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's not as bad as it was. We just don't have a lot in common, so I stopped trying to start conversations with her. ^_^;;

I'm so bad at going out and making new friends though, mostly because I enjoy nerdular activities that don't involve a lot of people. So good luck to me indeed. XD;

[fringelement.livejournal.com]

I don't know if your campus is much for clubs but...seriously, all the friends I made at NAU were from clubs that I joined.

[gembat.livejournal.com]

There aren't a whole lot not devoted to sports, but I'm planning on joining a graphic design one that starts in September, so hopefully that'll go well. :)