spazz: (ROCK!)
The other day I went with my brother to the music store. He was looking at amps, I was continuing my seemingly endless quest to find some sheet music for Carry On My Wayward Son (I actually found some! But it was in a huge book. WE SHALL SEE.) when I decided to wander over to the guitar section to stare at the banjos.

They were expensive. So was the $300 Fender tenor ukulele. Seriously. $300 for a ukulele, who the hell do they think they are?

But then.... through the haze of expensive instruments, it appeared:

His name is Dean. I am in love with him. We are going to get married and run off to the country together and have little guitar babies. I've always been weirdly biased against guitars, but I sat down to play this one and it was a beautiful thing, let me tell you. I honestly can't stop thinking about it. I don't know where I'm going to come up with the money to buy it, but I'm bringing it home. Somehow, some way.

Also this is the company's logo:

They totally ship Dean/Castiel. Basically, I have to buy it and then compose epic love ballads for them. It's imperative.

Anyways....... Happy Easter! ;D

spazz: (edward is a creepy stalker)
I officially give up.

I did draw the Apush beast today for the first time in a long time, though, along with a few craptacular self-portraits, so whatever. I'm working on it. The thing was that I wasn't working on plain old anatomical sketches like I was supposed to, I was working on just about everything with the intention that it would end up as fanart because I am addicted to positive reinforcement. At least now I'm working on what I want, and I'm working on a much wider breadth of stuff, so I'm not quite as mad at myself artistically.


Now I've got two papers, one of which is due next Wednesday, and neither of which I've started. I should probably be getting on that. I have just about zero motivation, though. Also I need to go to the store or I'm not going to have anything to eat for dinner or lunch tomorrow, nor will I have anything to drink. So. There you are. Tonight I'm going to try to get the first paper at least halfway done (it's only gotta be 6 pages), which is totally doable, and it's not like it's due tomorrow. I feel pretty mellow about the whole thing, tbqh, which is probably good.

Now if I could just convince myself to trudge all the way to the store through the freezing mushy wilderness. Yeeeeeeah not quite as excited about the snow anymore.
spazz: (ahhhhhhh!)
I am strong.

I live a meaningful and fulfilling spoilerfree life.




TALKING TO [ profile] randomfangirl29 ISN'T HELPING. AHHHH!


Nov. 8th, 2008 05:38 pm
spazz: (wtf)
I don't really have anything to say other than, "If you don't want to be sad, don't click these links."

Bad news for Pushing Daisies, and bad news for Dollhouse.

Someone help me raise some money for Joss Whedon to get some couples counseling with Fox. Their relationship is really, really not healthy, and I'm sad for him. He needs to stick to the internet and do more stuff like Dr. Horrible. Please. For your sanity, and ours, Mr. Whedon.

At least Supernatural's doing fine. And Watchmen. At least for today, anyway.

I hate when my fandom interests make me sad. :(
spazz: (buffy workin)
Now all I have to do is study for my PoliSci test. I just can't shake the feeling that that paper isn't good. I don't know how to tell objectively if a paper is good at all; I'm really, really bad at getting good grades on papers. Ah well.

I'm so tired that I may just go to sleep early tonight, and get up around 2 or 3 tomorrow to study. I don't know... I have a little art homework, too.

The entire world is going to spoil me for Pushing Daisies. I just know it. XD; I don't get to watch it until this weekend whenever I go home to do my laundry. Maybe even Sunday night. I know. So I'm thinking of maybe, maybe watching it in the middle of all my studying. I can totally do that. It's just that the airtime is badly placed for a break.

I really wish it wasn't this week that I had all this crap. Ah, well. I get to make a video for Supernatural this weekend that I've officially been planning for two months. Yeah, I know, I'm insane.

But it's going to be fun. :)

Yay for not being stressed out even though I should be! :D


Sep. 29th, 2008 02:08 pm
spazz: (nomorecrap)
I am not going to die. I am going to be fine.

I can write a paper and study for my PoliSci test in one week. And I can knock out a rough draft for next Wednesday this weekend and move at the same time. I can. I've crammed for tests in shorter amounts of time than this.

I even made myself a schedule! I don't even have to start working on my paper until 7PM tonight!


There's chocolate chip cake and frolicking on Thursday. And I can even tape Pushing Daisies and watch it.

In three months when I have spare time again.

spazz: (wtf)
Harry Potter was just pushed back a whole year. )


In other news, I drew the Ghostfacers as Powerpuffs. I'll ETA them to this post later tonight after my RAGE subsides.

ETA #1: I also almost had a near-death experience tonight. Elizabeth and I were watching the Rifftrax version of Revenge of the Sith, and I inhaled my coke. It was in my lungs. Seriously, guys, that crap is really that funny. :) Download them now and you, too, can drown on dry land! :D

ETA #2: So I promised [ profile] tahu I'd put these up, so here's the preliminary lineart for the Ghostfacers. There's no pupils yet, and I'm probably going to change a lot of this cause the only ones I'm actually happy with are Ed and Corbett, but... such is life.

Ghost! Ghostfacers! )
spazz: (stranger)
Of these three shirts, which one should I get? )

So, yes. Re: My Prior Poll, I don't think I'm going to re-dye my hair. Yes, this is my answer to your overwhelming votes telling me to do just the opposite. I just... I think I'd rather let it fade and move on to red by the time the school year starts, and I do love the shade it's at right now, and it's so much WORK to get the stains out of the bathtub when I do it, and SCREW IT. I will dye someone else's hair and live vicariously through them or something.

I've been working on Batman costumes all day, and the little secondary spool of thread (I have no idea of the technical terms; I'm still very new to this whole sewing thing) ran out and I can't figure out how to restring it because I misplaced the instructions. I'm quite certain Sabrina is going to beat the crap out of me when I ask her to come over and help me tomorrow, but my stuff is all coming along so nicely, and my shirt looks AWESOME so I'm not sure I could be bothered. :) I'm still trying to decide whether or not I need more pockets on the back of my utility belt (they won't show, and I think I can fit my keys and phone into the front ones), but other than that, it's full speed ahead to the 18th. I'm so very excited. So, so very exited.
spazz: (i shall go mad)
Um, turns out we're leaving tomorrow morning at the crack of dawn. I may not survive. If I don't, watch Batman and Supernatural in my memory, and um. Eat pie.

I should be back on Tuesday, but if we get stuck shopping, I'll be back late enough that it'll practically be Wednesday. This time, we're prepared with the car entertainment, though. :) I have Space Mutiny, Spinal Tap, Supernatural, Firefly, Holy Grail, AND Empire Strikes Back. Also, my brother is bringing my Xbox and Gladius. Which means I'll be complaining about how his strategies are stupid, and he always gets us killed. :D Ah, the joy of siblinghood.

So, yeah. Since I won't be back til late, and my picture for [ profile] mindykim is only in the preliminary sketch stage, I can't promise I'll have it done by the deadline next week. I'm really sorry about that, and I will try to have it finished as soon as I possibly can.

For now, it's off to sleep because if I have any less than seven hours tonight, I'll probably kill someone tomorrow. I won't have internet, but I might have my phone if anyone needs me for dire Wall-E fangirling, or to discuss the merits of fake rockumentaries.

In closing, I leave you with my favorite Monty Python sketch of all time (or at least until I rewatch the Spanish Inquisition), Silly Disturbances.
spazz: (nomorecrap)
So, apparently, my mind's way of dealing with the stress of not having really studied for finals is to watch Arrested Development and read SPN crack-fic. *headdesk*

I really hate finals. And these are even worse, because two of them are on Monday, and I have to pull at least one of my B's up to an A for my scholarship. Seriously, college. Could you suck any harder?

At least this time on Thursday I'll be free. Of course, there won't be anything to do, because our Xbox 360 is brick'd. *headdesk x bajillionty* I was going to go out and buy Mass Effect, too. And finish the Oblivion expansion pack. AND OH YEAH HYSTERIA WAS JUST ABOUT TO COME OUT ON ROCK BAND. *pouts*

Ugh. I should study for Statistics re: that A I need, but... all I keep thinking is "How hard could it be? PUH!" So that's not going to end well.

Also, I have no willpower, and I watched those preview clips for the next episode of SPN. <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 That is all. Except I kind of hate [ profile] randomfangirl29 for being my enabler.

*goes back to drawing pictures of Ed and Corbett with little hearts around them*
spazz: (sogoodtobebad)
Y hallo thar, scarily accurate personality test. O.O )

So... yeah. That's terrifyingly accurate. And sadly, my inability to start conversations with other people is transferring itself to the internet as well as in class. Maybe someday I'll be comfortable talking to other people. Until then, I will pine and draw things...? :D *is an incredible nerd, what you didn't notice?*

Me and the roommate have been sitting inside, in our beds, on our laptops all day. All day. Just wanted to let the world know what slackers we were. She's been trying to catch up on BSG, and I've been trying to get motivated to write my career paper, but really reading a ridiculous amount of fanfiction. :)

I want to change my name. It's too popular and everyone who knows me knows about six other people with my name. So. My name. What should I change it to? :D The more random, the more I'll probably love you. I'm totally changing my middle name to Danger, though. Just so you know.
spazz: (Kripke is truly evil)
I have a confession to make. I am, in fact, not a badass but instead a little pansy.

I may just be the biggest pansy to ever pansy around upon the earth.

Certain things just have a tendency to freak me out. Things in the horror genre shot like they are reality freak me the hell out. For example, Cloverfield. I actually didn't sleep that night, which was partially due to insomnia, but also due to the fact that that movie put my brain on overdrive. I know it was cheesy as hell, and I really loved the movie, but the fact remains I didn't sleep well for two or three nights.


Anyways, I think it's going to be okay because [ profile] randomfangirl29 has agreed to hold me and/or cover my eyes. She's awesome like that. :)

Oh! And I changed my header because Sera Gamble makes my life. That is all.

And a PS to [ profile] popcornleader: I'm going to go ahead and guarantee you that profanity I said might be happening in this episode. \o/

ETA: AGGH! I forgot! Today is the BEST! DAY! EVER! Because me and the roommate were going to go to the Commons to buy ice cream because it is the end of the semester and I have million meals left so why not spend $20 that I'm otherwise not going to use to buy ice cream [/bitterness about the stupid meal plan]. Aaaaaanyways, we got there and they had like a whole banquet thing with ASPARAGUS and SHRIMP and CREAM PUFFS and HOMG YOU GUYS I AM SO HYPED UP ON CREAM PUFFS RIGHT NOW. DO NOT EVEN ASK. I love when we have random good luck. That is all. :D
spazz: (nomorecrap)
This paper is literally going to kill me.

I'm blaming the internet. It's too distracting with it's "Oh, look over there! Dancing polar bears! Oh! Oh! 1000s of clips of The Daily Show! OHOHOH! LOOK AT HOW ADORABLE JARED IS AT EYECON!"

This LJ post brough to you by the letter P for Procrastination and the number 5 for how many days ago I really should've started this paper.
spazz: (buffy workin)
I went with my dad to pick my mom and brother up from the airport today, so I was in for about two hours in the car. On the way back, I did some singing with my brother, but on the way there I did some doodling.

And I think I... invented a sort of style for myself? )

So that was my day of unproductiveness. Tomorrow I will have to write my Machiavelli paper, but I've done harder things in less time, so bring it on. >:)
spazz: (buffy workin)
Why is it that whenever I have fun, happy, and delighful plans, they tend to fall through? I'm thinking we're gonna have to move the Supernatural Marathon of Evil Death and Potential Crack Theories to another night. Also, the caffeine. Man, I'm gonna miss the caffeine.

I think I'm going to work on Supernatural Promos this weekend just for the fun of it. Because I miss working on my baby entry and I'd like to do another. Or, I dunno. Maybe I'll make another Ruby video. Because I have a problem.

I can't dye my hair until Wednesday next week because my mother doesn't want to be seen in public with me we're going to the Gap Outlet (I WILL FIND INDIANA JONES PANTS!), and I don't want my hair to stain any of the ridiculously large number of shirts I will be trying on. Much as it pains me. I'd like to get it done tonight. :) I'm feeling really apprehensive about it lately, but... I think I'm making my peace with it. I'll take whatever colors decide to show up on my unbleached hair and I'll LIKE THEM. And I'll sort out whether I'm going to keep it when my hair starts growing and my roots start showing. Which will probably be next month. I hope.

I really need to stop bringing my computer to class. I get too much work done don't get anything done in the class I'm supposed to be working in.
spazz: (five more minutes)
Sometimes, right before I do something that scares me, my whole chest feels like it's about to explode, and I get all fidgety.

I haven't written an essay like this since... maybe the AP US History test two years ago. Course, I made up just about everything I said then, and still passed so... what I'm trying to say is oh-crap-i'm-gonna-fail.

*thinks about pulling into her little turtle shell of protection or something but instead grabs a banana and heads out the door*
spazz: (bang)
Today was probably one of my more unproductive ones; I didn't go to class or get any work done. I hate when I get like this--all I want to do is sit around, draw, and watch tv and wildly theorize. We watched a lot of Buffy, and I even drew a picture that I'm proud of.... even if it doesn't quite look like Sarah Michelle Gellar. Oh well. I'll deal with that.

It's just... I hate college sometimes. I really do. I feel like what I'm doing is pointless because I don't know what I want to major in and I don't know what I want to do with my life. Add that together with my natural slacker tendencies and... something's going to give sometime soon. I'm really concerned because this week I have two tests and a paper due, so I picked a really bad time to self-destruct. Hopefully I can pull myself together, get back on a regular sleep schedule, and actually do something with my life. At this point, I may be last minute cramming on Thursday night. I really don't want to miss this week's Supernatural, either. So I'm thinking maybe that will motivate me.

I also need to get back on some kind of work-out schedule. If I'm going to be Batman(girl) and especially if I'm going to wear a tank top, I need to get a little tone back into my arms. I need to look like I could kill ya with my bare hands and a batarang. Which I'll be making. <3

In other news, it totally snowed all night tonight, and there's about a half-inch of accumulation on the ground. Were I still in high school, I wouldn't have class tomorrow. As it is, I really need to get to sleep so I can get up early and do my reading assignment. I hate the horrible things I do to myself. I suck. At least it's just Art and History tomorrow. Course, it's supposed to rain all day, and I've been hearing vague threats of "ice storm" all day, but... umm... I'm hoping we don't go there. I don't think I'm quite prepared for that magnitude of suck in terms of weather I have to trudge through. With no boots, either, as mine are a bit holey. x(

But yay snow? :D

I'm hoping to use Dayna's scanner tomorrow to upload that picture of Buffy because 1) I actually drew and colored something in one sitting and 2) I'm proud of it and thus must pimp it out to the four corners of the internets.

Here's hoping I get up and go to class tomorrow.



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